It's Over

Hi!

LOL just like the singer name, Lee Hi.

This song is pretty catchy, the melody and the lyrics. And if you watch the MV, it's pretty understandable and not like any other KPOP song, hard to understand, this one is pretty easy. Too lazy to capture the MV to explain the 'understandable' parts. But if you're not that dumb, you can understand it *nods*.

I've been listening to this song over and over again, and yet it's still catchy to my ears. Her voice is not common girl's voice, not squeaky..........(wtf  did I say?!) Anyway! I somehow want to cover (re-sing) it :D

Lee Hi - It's Over { English Translation }

There are many twinkling stars in the sky
Are we breaking up now?*

Don’t view me so easily
Was giving you my heart a big mistake?
The common words “what goes in and what comes out are different”
Is this what it means?
Was I baggage to you?
Then just put me down

Your useless stubborn nature, the lies that you tell all the time
It’s always however you want, whatever you want
For several days straight, I’ve been walking on this empty street alone
I want to leave you this way

* You will regret it, you will pound the ground
You will realize your mistakes soon
I never wanna ever see you again

** Can you hear my voice?
It’s over, it’s over so baby goodbye
Can you hear these words?
It’s over, it’s over so baby goodbye
Now I won’t cover my eyes and cry again

I said, I said, I said oh oh oh

I feel relieved as if my exams are over
Now that I look back, I was really unhappy
I will run away from being hidden under your shadow
Under the blue sky and find myself
Was I baggage to you?
Then just put me down

Your useless stubborn nature, the lies that you tell all the time
It’s always however you want, whatever you want
For several days straight, I’ve been walking on this empty street alone
I won’t ever go back to you

* Repeat

** Repeat

I said, I said, I said over

If your love has cooled
Don’t hold onto me because you don’t want to give me up to someone else (x2)

Can you hear my voice?
It’s over, it’s over so baby goodbye
Can you hear these words?
It’s over, it’s over so baby goodbye

There are many twinkling stars in the sky
Are we breaking up now?

* in Korea star is 'byul 별', and break up is 'i byul 이별' word play

Lyrics taken from click click

Ciao, 

Bern

Throwback

Hola!

Just like what I wrote as the title, throwback.

I was browsing through my high school photo folder and found this. I was like, "Who are you....?" Because I somehow look different now :'( now that I want to cry huuuu.

I did this photoshoot self-camera (please I shot it by myself, what photoshoot :P) right after my high school's prom night, well after changing my clothes..... you have no idea of what I wore! Not like I'm going to tell (¬д¬。) and yeah, I didn't apply that much make up, for I didn't know how to use eyeliner, eyebrows pencil, mascara, etc. I only put blush on and lip gloss and was too lazy to go to get my make up done at salon.

-ahem- So yeah, this is how I looked..... minus the headband..... total retard for taking it in a photo (；¬д¬)

LOL my friends and my sister friends' thought it's my sister (✌ﾟ∀ﾟ)☞ that's moi....!

And yeah I used to be in shape....

WAIT. I'm in shape too now!

Size: Patrick

Sad but LMFAO.

Ciao, 

Bern

Kitty........ meow?

Bonjour~!!


This time I want to post about..............

AREN'T THEY THE CUTEST?!

They're so cute I wanna cry T_T

When I say I want to keep a cat, some of my friends said, "I think you're scared of cat?!"
Yes. I do scared of cats.
BUT!
I can stand black cats :D ......... *wearing 'weirdo' as my scarf*

I want to keep a cat as my pet because they're warm, not clingy and I don't have to take them for a walk.... well hello to my lazy self. I somehow need a pet, a quite big one. Not a turtle or a hamster or a fish or a bird. Please, it's not like I despise those kinds. I just want something I can walk with, I can hug, I can cuddle while sleeping (newsflash: If you cuddle a grumpy cat while sleeping, you'll wake up with scratches on your face). And I heard cats are fun to live with..... well, some cats.


If I have one I will feed them with my least favorite food.......... VEGETABLES! :D well, I will turn my cats into vegetarians *nods* so if my mama makes me eat veggies, I'll just shove them all to my cat's plate. HA! Another solution other than making my papa eats it! >:D smart me~~~ LOL

So I googled about it and found two breeds I want.

Russian Blue.

Soooooooo elegant.

I mean, look at those eyes and that pose.

&

Bombay

What can I say more? They come in black...... me gusta >_<

Oh my......... they're so wanted.

Russian Blue

The Russian Blue is an intelligent, curious, and tranquil animal. They are known for their friendliness, but are shy with strangers. They have been known to play fetch, and are sensitive to human emotions. They enjoy playing with a variety of toys and develop loyal bonds to their loved ones.The Russian Blue gets along well with other pets and children (we can skip this because I have no children at the time) in a household. They can be quiet, only meowing occasionally, but can also be very talkative. They are clean animals that are normally reserved around strangers, unless they are brought up in an active household. They love to play with other small pets, such as dogs, cats and ferrets. Many Russian Blues have been trained to do tricks. They are a very intelligent breed.

Bombay

Smart and agile, they often retrieve and will seek out interaction with humans. Visitors' purses or packages are thoroughly inspected. Head bumpers and nose rubbers, they love nothing more than to be held. Some can be very talkative and they have a distinctive voice.

Why do I want Russian Blue and or Bombay?

They both have short hair, I can't stand hairy animals because I have asthma (better if I don't keep cat, but I still want oTL), they're VERY intelligent. As for Russian Blue, they are clean and love to play with other pets -so I can keep another pets without fearing they will try to kill each other while I'm not at home, they're clean, quiet and loyal. And again because they have short hair, I don't need to go to salon to cat salon to groom them. They don't need to get brushed once in a while too and I don't have to worry about another fur carpet made by their falling hair.

As for Bombay, even if they're not independent and kind of spoiled, but..... THEY COME IN BLACK. Seriously subjective.

I honestly want to keep them as my pet but........ it's illegal. And again, my home ain't that huge to keep such animals. I heard Prince of Dubai, Sheikh Hamdan bin Mohammed bin Rashid al Maktoum, keeps Cheetah and other wild animals as pet. Yeah yeah, he has a huuuuuuuuuge house to keep them. Envy :(

Yes my dear human friends, it's a cat not a pillow.

Himalayan

They have long hair (asthma alert) and they need to be groomed once in a while!! Hola mi lazy self oTL

I guess that ends my post about cat T_T I so want them. It'll be good if my parents allow me to have one T_T cry cry I so envy Prince Fazza.

So where's the veggies you've been mentioning?! RAWR~!

Night!

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Pictures credit:

1. http://itsybitsysteps.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/10/toothless.jpg
2. http://thedailymingus.files.wordpress.com/2011/06/mingus_super_cute_sweater_shot2.jpg
3. http://dims.vetstreet.com/dims3/MMAH/resize/645x380/quality/90/http://s3.amazonaws.com/assets.prod.vetstreet.com/71/6dca90a34011e087a80050568d634f/file/Russian-Blue-1-645mk062211.jpg
4. http://farm2.staticflickr.com/1403/1459369309_9f925eaf0c.jpg
5. https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJhz9V6KtbbRlng_QCr7_uP2Ez8YSLAUWuAyKiVszALYwiyYqooLhMU67yeIELJTESPouU10zBncuviIh04x3R9RXmCSukyAMkGSiU1N5mQ5kFQaqEwVcynxxww1PdnJTsSkVRAkx4Gik/s1600/Bombay%252BCat%252BVarieties%252B02.jpg
6. http://images.canadianlisted.com/nlarge/burmese-stunning-black-kittens-2-5-months-old_5722073.jpg
7. http://farm7.staticflickr.com/6090/6149181010_1a83f90454_z.jpg
8. http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4048/4687424528_5d5d72378d_b.jpg
9. http://www.andreaharner.com/archives/DtheRussianBlueCat.jpg

Ciao,
Bern

Happy 22nd Bernday!

Clear enough, huh?

Not going to deny anything about being 22, somehow old they said, wait until I'm 99 bitches.

I wish for more inches in height

I kinda need it more than I need more weight.

Well whatever,

Happy birthday to me!

Long happy blessed rich lovely successful life!

Ciao,
Bern

Mimpi?

Halo!

Entah kenapa gue ingin sekali-kali menulis dalam bahasa pertama gue, Indonesia. Bukannya bosan dengan Bahasa Inggris, tapi hanya saja gue merasa posting ini lebih nyaman bila ditulis dalam bahasa sehari-hari gue :)

Sebagai seorang anak tentu saja gue punya mimpi, atau lebih tepatnya pernah punya mimpi. Ya, pernah.

Dulu ketika masih kecil, mama bertanya tentang apa cita-cita gue. Gue yang sejak waktu kecil nakal menjawab, "Ingin jadi gangster", akibat terlalu banyak menonton film gangster Hongkong. Lalu mama marah. Orang tua mana yang tidak marah bila anaknya ingin jadi gangster. Itu terjadi ketika gue berumur 7 tahun, masih kecil saja cita-cita sudah seperti itu.

Seiring berjalannya waktu, cita-cita gue berubah, dari menjadi gangster menjadi artis. Bukan artis sinetron atau penyanyi, namun lebih ke arah seni rupa dan desain. Gue tertarik untuk menjadi artis karena semasa sekolah menengah pertama gue mengambil pelajaran desain grafis dan seni lukis, dan gue sangat menikmati hal tersebut. Warna-warna, lukisan, mendesain, dan semacamnya. Jauh lebih tertarik daripada melihat angka.

Namun setelah gue membaca novel tentang manusia berkepribadian ganda, gue tertarik untuk menjadi psikolog klinis. Entah kenapa topik mengenai kepribadian ganda menarik gue untuk mempelajari lebih lanjut.

Menginjak bangku sekolah menengah atas, gue berubah haluan. Dari yang tadinya tidak tertarik dengan angka-angka, gue menjadi tertarik kepada matematika. Walaupun gue anak program sosial, namun itu tidak menghentikan ketertarikan gue akan matematika. Gue suka menghitung, mengerjakan soal mat, bukan berarti gue tertarik dengan dunia akuntansi.

Gue sama sekali tidak tertarik dengan akuntansi.

Tidak pernah terlintas di pikiran gue bahwa akuntansi adalah pelajaran yang menarik, akuntan adalah pekerjaan yang menantang dan menarik gue. Tidak pernah sekalipun.

Namun hal tersebut berubah ketika gue harus memasuki masa kuliah, atau lebih tepatnya dipaksa berubah.

Gue mengutarakan keinginan gue untuk mempelajari lebih lanjut tentang seni rupa dan desain, namun keinginan tersebut ditolak mentah-mentah oleh kedua orang tua gue dengan alasan, "Lukisan tidak dapat memberi kamu makan karena jarang yang membeli." Ya gue belum tahu tentang hal itu.

Gue lalu mengganti jurusan yang akan gue ambil menjadi psikologi. Namun mereka juga tetap menolak mentah-mentah dengan alasan, "Untuk apa jadi psikologi? Untuk apa mengurusi orang gila? Nanti kamu ikut gila." Gue rasa mereka berpikiran tertutup.

Lalu terakhir gue mengganti pilihan jurusan menjadi matematika. Hal tersebut jelas ditolak oleh kedua orang tua gue, lagi-lagi, dengan alasan, "Mau kerja apa kamu nanti? Guru? Berapa gajinya? Makan saja tidak cukup."

Jujur saja, gue belum pernah khawatir akan uang dan akan hari esok. Gue selalu yakin bahwa Tuhan selalu menjaga gue, jadi apa yang harus gue khawatirkan. Burung-burung saja Ia pelihara. Dan gue memang nyatanya belum pernah khawatir tentang itu.

Gue bingung dan sedih karena semua yang gue mau rasanya tidak sesuai dengan apa yang mereka mau. Mereka ingin gue menjadi akuntan. Pekerjaan yang sama sekali tidak gue sukai, sama sekali tidak pernah dan tidak akan pernah menarik minat gue. Duduk di kantor dari jam 8 sampai jam lembur, pantat terpaku pada kursi dan jari-jari pada keyboard, bukanlah sesuatu yang gue harapkan.

Ya tentu gue memberontak, gue tidak ingin menjadi akuntan. Namun tiba-tiba mama mengatakan kalau selain akuntansi, ia tidak akan memberikan restu. Gue jelas tahu kalau sesuatu yang dikerjakan tanpa restu orang tua tidak akan berhasil. Dengan berat hati akhirnya gue memilih akuntansi dan diterima.

Pelajaran yang paling gue benci.

Hari-hari perkuliahan gue jalani dengan berat hati, satu-satunya yang membuat gue senang adalah teman-teman gue di kampus. Jadi sejujurnya, gue kuliah hanya untuk bertemu dengan teman-teman. Gue tidak belajar dengan serius. Pelajaran yang gue ikuti dengan serius hanyalah, matematika ekonomi dan mikro ekonomi. Ya, hanya yang berkaitan dengan matematika. Untuk pelajaran lainnya, bukunya saja tidak pernah gw buka, masih rapi seperti baru dan bisa dijual lagi.

Gue pikir orang tua gue akan mengerti gue kalau gue sangat tidak suka akuntansi dan sangat merasa tersiksa menjalaninya. Namun nyatanya tidak. Walaupun gue tahu mereka melakukan itu untuk kebaikan gue sendiri, kebaikan yang bahkan gue tidak tahu apa itu...... dan gue yakin mereka juga tidak tahu.

Sampai gue mengikuti seminar NSCD, ada satu kalimat yang dikatakan oleh motivator yang menjadi pembicara akan gue ingat terus.

Ya sudahlah kalau sudah terlanjur salah jurusan, diselesaikan saja. Namanya memenuhi keinginan orang tua.

Ya. Memenuhi keinginan orang tua. Berbakti.

Kalau gue masih dibilang tidak berbakti kepada orang tua........ gue tidak tahu lagi untuk apa sebenarnya gue buang-buang waktu 4 tahun secara percuma tanpa tujuan.

Jadi kalau ditanya tujuan lain gue kuliah akuntansi, gue akan menjawab,

"Lumayan ijazahnya bisa dipajang di lemari pajangan nyokap."

Ya, mungkin begitu.

Sekarang kalau ditanya lagi apa mimpi gue............ gue tidak tahu. Gue tidak punya mimpi lagi.

Credit: Bob-a-loo

Ironis.................

Ciao, 

Bern