Banner Changing.... Failed?

Wait.

Has my banner changed?

I was going to change it to ....

But then something bad.... worse.... worst.... happened.

I can't get my holiday. Oh middle finger.

So, I re-make the banner to....

You see that superior hat?! That's the major cause :'( bye bye holiday! -weeping and waving a hanky- << gaylord *facepalm*

Ciao,

Bern

Breakdown?

Hei.

Seriously, after all happy post I've done yesterday.... Now I'm in a breakdown state.

Yes, I'm unable to function as a human living for today, and maybe tomorrow and next tomorrow.

What's with the sudden breakdown?

Uhm.... Just something.

Wait. Talking about mental. Temper. Mood.

I was watching a show and the artist said that, "The weather is nice so my mood is nice". Does weather have anything to do with it?

Ding!

Oh yeah it has.

Like.... when the weather is cold, I'll be a cool-headed person. And when the weather is hot, I'll be a hot person. No no wait, I wasn't going to say that. I was going to say. If the weather is hot, so does my temper. I'll get pissed easily and will easily throw a glare. That's another reason for my hatred towards hot weather.

Ciao,

Bern

Finally Holiday~!

HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~!

Finally holiday :') *sighed in content*

Seriously I have had enough torture this semester. Oh wait, no no, not really torture. I have had enough fun to sleep on them ^_^

People make resolution every year, right? But I guess I will just make it every semester. Well.... since new semester sounds and seems like a new year to me :'). The feeling of facing new semester is like facing a new year. Facing the fact that I'm not a freshman anymore, not sophomore, but a senior.... it's like facing the fact that I'm no more a teen.

I'm not in my fucking teen age.

When did I realize it? Oh.... when they decided to erase the teen suffix from my age. No more nineteen, but twenteen. Man, I was still living in my delusional world, thinking that twenteen does exist. Since twenteen one doesn't come right on my ear so.... bye bye teen age '^')/"

I'm sad -weeps-

Wait. I think I have the "my face every year", to show the difference every year. How much I grow older.... I hate that. I think everyone hates that.... everyone who is categorized in female species.

Holy Exam Weeks 'o'

Holalalalala~!

I can't post anything normal or helpful for these two weeks.

My mind was too overwhelmed with exam :T

But here I have a thing to share.....

It was last week, I had another photo(self)shoot lol, after trying a makeup inspired by Barnabas Collins *Q* wooo~ Johnny Depp! Yea, the Johnny Depp one, not the older one ;D

This!

It was all fine, until one picture. I took the picture not from mirror, so that's seriously not an effect from flash or so. And I didn't edit it, to give such a scary fog/smoke effect. Sick.

Had to put a sticker on the nose and frog sticker as a cover to something I forgot to hide >_<

Then I showed the picture to papa, and papa said, "That's what you get from applying that kind of makeup. The ghost thought you're one of it's friend." .......... SERIOUSLY PAPA?

Uhm, just maybe.

Maybe I got myself a narcissist ghost in my room? It wanted to be an extra in my photo? -_-lll duh.

Ciao,

Bern

I'm Not a Rocker

Harro!

I've just had another photo shoot, -ahem- by myself, yesterday yesterday oTL only for my own pleasure duh....

Then I posted it to my facebook and instagram, and changed my twitter display picture with it.

Here's my friends' reaction to it.....

Jaw hanging loose

LOL

So..... Now I....... Proudly present.......

Call me fang :p

And someone from my class asked, "Are you a rock star?"

Nah, dude. I'm not a rocker and definitely not a star, not yet ;)

Ciao,

Bern

Adios, My Phone!

Hwelloooooooooo~

T_T

I made that title not for nothing.

I lost my blackberry for the second time -_- to prevent another lost, I decided to not buy another blackberry or another phone whilst I still using one. One phone at a time, now I get it.

How did I lost my phone?

Today I went to campus to celebrate my friend's birthday then to buy a book for final exam. When I bought the books, I dumbly left my phone on a stack of books. Then I dumbly left the store. When I realize my phone's not with me..... damn, déjà vu. I began to go back to comic store, and then the book store. But both of the owner said they didn't see any phone. The owner of the book store was damn suspicious. I don't know, just.... hah... I can't really say that, I know. The book store was not crowded, only the owner, the workers and 2 of my friends which I somehow believe they won't take my phone or steal it.

Okay, I learned the lesson to not leave things behind, it's better to put it in the bag.

Too lazy to rotate it, just took it from ma twitter

"These fucking books cost me my phone, don't even ask." << this was the caption of the picture on my twitter.

Seriously childish. I can't blame the books for the lost of my beloved phone but.... haha -_-


So now, whoever you had my blackberry messenger pin, delete it. If you don't, take it as your own risk.

I ain't bragging about the iPad -_- not mine

The last look of my phone T_T I only took one pict of that phone, when I first bought it and now maybe I really know future and put an end to the ownership of the phone by taking last photo T_T

Whoever you took it, don't hack -_-lll

And I'm willing to pay to get that phone back

As a stress reliever.

and, happy birthday to Ochi, she used to be my best friend
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!

Ciao,

Bern

RIP Ma' Eli :'(

Hey.

I'm mourning over my opo (terms to call grandpa's older sister) death. She passed away last Friday night @ 10:00 PM, not the exact time tho. She liked to carry the baby me in her arm because I was so small even smaller  than my body pillow.

But our mourning was not as great as my grandpa, not just because she's his sister. But because, he didn't get to see her for the last time when she's still alive and in good condition.

My grandpa used to ask to go to Cirebon (his hometown) he wants to see her.

My mama said we have to go before it's too late.

But because he's in no good condition, we forbade him to go.

Then.... he got to see her.... in a casket. A white casket with cross carving on it.

Her family, as in sons, waited for us to reach the place for grandpa to see her for the last time before they close the casket. When we reached the place, my grandpa slowly walked to the casket then his tears fell down.

When she's still alive, they're not in a good term. But still, they're siblings.

I tried to put on poker face, but my mom had to ruin it by saying, "Ci, hold her hand, the hand she used to carry you, hold you"

1916-2012

Goodbye, Ellyah Oey

Ma' Eli

Ciao,

Bern

Summer Korea-Indonesia Festival

New event, Friends!

Anyway for CP, Bern's number is no more available

She just changed her number due to number failure

Come!

See you there ^_^)/

Ciao,

Bern