What Birthday Present Do I want?

I was asked what birthday present I want oTL and I've changed it about..... 2 times?

First I wanted a wig -_- I want it because I want to see me with long hair :( when will I get to see it! :'(
Second I wanted them to buy whatever they think I will like it, or in other words I want to see how well they know me.
And now I want they buy me a bag -_-lll sorry friends, I kept changing.

The Wig

or

The Bag

or 

or

The other in a mall near my home...............

P.S: They asked me one month before so they can save their money :') frieeeeeeeeeeeendss :* :* :* Imma prepare something for you guys ^_^

Ciao,

Bern

Imma Show You Something....

Alo~!

Yihaaaaaaaaaaa~! My orders arrived safely \{ ^_^ }/ but being the original me, I broke one thing at it's first day on my home. How great. I bought scarf, rings, beauty product. The thing I broke was that beauty product! Uhm, can't take its photo, already trashed it. But I'll show you the ring I like the most.

It's so big tho in size and finger size -_-
I've set it to its smaller size but still :( how sad

And okay, I opened my drawer just to find these neglected nail polishes O_O I need to take more care of them unless I want them to be ruined and trashed. You see I have 2 black nail polishes? I used to have 3 because it's ruined :( bad bad bad I don't have nail polish uncoagulator << sorry I didn't know the real name. They (the face shop SPG) told me to buy it on Guardian in Taman Anggrek but....... It's the opposite of my way to home! How to -_-^

 

Talking about nail polish........ I used to have one most favorite nail polish. Color is red by Estée Lauder. Not because of the brand, but I like red like those mad people. What happened to that red nail polish so I bring it up? My fucked-in-head servant stole it. Not took it and put it in her bag. She stupidly applied it on her 20 nails and trashed it. OMFG! It's RED for Shaun's sake! Watch the conversation between my mom and that servant.

Mom: Nice nail color.
Servant: Uhm, thanks?
Mom (shortened to M): Where did you get it?
Servant (shortened to S): I bought it yesterday in SMS (Summarecon Mall Serpong)
M: Oh really? Can I see the bottle? I want to buy it too~
S: I've trashed it
M: Huh? You emptied it just in one day?
S: Uhm........ yes. I'm an amateur on applying nail polish so it takes me more than 1 turn to paint one nail
M: Oh.

No matter what she said, she lied. At the same day with I-bought-this-in-SMS, my nail polish vanished from its throne. So I had my mom to interrogate that servant and yet she still had thousand words to arrange. Okay whatever, I already forgive her u_u

Oh! My forever favorite candy! It has the thing I like the most! Kiamboy :D thanks to grandpa, he introduced me to kiamboy and I fell in love with it. It tastes sweet, sour and salty! Rich of taste oTL fail.

Oh this..... I thought something's wrong with my eyes so I went to a doctor near my house. Just to diagnosed inflamation. My eyes color turned from clear white to somewhat cloudy -_- .............................

and first thing came to my mind was if the color won't turn back to clear white I will just smoke. Yes, the only thing keep me to not smoke is I WANT MY EYES CLEAR WHITE. oTL lame reason, yes? Whatever. Because if I smoke I won't have clear white eyes color *sigh*. Don't think I haven't tried it O_O I know how its tastes. Just to my curiosity I smoked like 1 box (contains 12 bars) ended up me having troubled breathing in night. Hell! That was my second reason on I WON'T SMOKE NO MATTER WHAT. If you see me on TV, I might be on no smoking campaign LOL Indonesia doesn't have it.

How the class was damn boring so I have to buy coffee
to prevent head  bobbing due to  major sleepiness

Finally I have notebook! No, not notebook with keyboard I have one already. Finally I won't just come to class with smallest bag on earth, walking like a boss, put my bag on the other chair, opened comic and  coffee on my table, music on, and plus bingo chart. OMFG FINALLY I'M A NORMAL COLLEGE STUDENT!

Found this on my grandpa's drawer and
thought that this might be older than double my age O_O

Congratulate me on succeeding making wrapped egg consists of carrot and cauliflower! I'm on a mission called 'bring back my HD vision'. Yes. Last month I checked my eyes just to get a -0.25 and -0.75 report :'( ah so sad lah. I was 0 and 0, has no silindris.

Today's lunch! Pig sausage jajangmyeon :D
Tastes super yummy! :9

This is the evidence of my 'like-a-boss' act on class
*sigh* blame my lecturer for their inability on
bringing up boring topic to be super boring

Told ya, I'm good in acting like a boss *chin up high*

Ciao,

Bern

Block B Controversy - My Way of Thinking

Block B controversy has been on air for several days and yet nothing has changed. Korean netizens were still raging to kill Block B with their hands and telling Block B to jump off building, and Block B members are still begging for forgiveness. Thai netizens are telling Block B to never come to Thailand anymore. This all happens thanks to Block B playful attitude at wrong time and wrong place. Joking while interviewed by Thailand media and asked about Thai flood, and thanks to miss-communicated translator.

I know they joked at wrong time and place but about telling them to die and making suicide petition? Isn't it too much?

I don't blame Nichkhun and 2PM for being angry, Khun has the right to be offended as a Thai. But as a senior, shouldn't he scold them not in public? Like, he did the same to Japan and no one scolded him in public so he could saying those something. I was a fan of Khun but seeing things like this changed my good thoughts about him. Him becoming from-hero-to-zero is more than exist to me. Not because getting angry and offended at them, but scolding them in public. See the different? No? Okay, I'm just saying.

I did tweet bad words to Khun....

I'm sorry Khun

One of my friend defended Khun by saying that I can't blame Khun for this because Block B is the one at fault, or so. Which I can't disagree because again Khun has the right to be angry. But not in public. Bringing it up to public equals with making Block B suffer from all the hurtful words and terrors to shorten it, public enemy. If I were Block B, I would just go change my nationality from earth people to mars people and case closed. But knowing it is impossible, Block B just try to stay strong to not jump off building like those soulless netizens want. Uhm, I think those netizens accidentally or willingly flushed their hearts while they're pooping.

Now that P.O.’s been hospitalized, Korea is saying that it’s all a media gimmick/ploy to get sympathy on their side. Some idiots are even claiming that the suicide petitions were falsely photoshopped by fans and BNS to come up with another excuse, but BNS tweeted out a link compiled by other netizens showing the truth behind what netizens said.
If Korea feels that they can threaten the life of seven young individuals, then I have no qualms with showing their own disgusting behavior and actions to the entire world like this. If they’re so concerned with keeping face, they should know that they also represent Korea, not just its celebrities.
Below are translations of what are being said about Block B and exactly why P.O. was put into a state of shock and mental illness.
Do not read if you have a weak stomach.
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1. “For doing their interview like that, Block B and their fans should all just jump off a cliff.”
2. “Why hasn’t Block B thrown themselves off a building yet?”
3. “If you want to apologize, you should do it by throwing yourselves off a building. You’re not doing anything by shaving your head. This will all be over if you kill yourselves.”
4. “Who cares about him shaving his head, they’re better off just killing themselves. No one will know when they die anyway because they’re such nobodies.”
5. “How about you all just cut yourselves through the stomach and die.”
6. “Just die and delete your life, this is unforgivable.”
7. “Don’t think about reflecting on your actions, just disband and never come back again.”
8. “Can anyone give me the link to their suicide petitions?”
9. “It’d be better for one member to just die.”
10. “Every morning, I check to see if Block B committed suicide. No news yet…”
11. “Go jump off the Han River. Nah… don’t do that, they’ll pollute the river then.”
12. “I’ll donate $6 to funeral services if the leader commits suicide.”
== After P.O. gets admitted to the hospital and people get sympathetic ==13. “Why are people sympathizing with him? You think this is bad, don’t shit yourself. Block B fuckers, just go kill yourself, I really recommend that.”
14. “You guys are fucked now, I swear I will stick a knife in your stomach.”
15. “Cut off your dicks.”
16. “Get your smelly asses out of my screen, you trash. I’ll stick a gas tank up your hole.”
17. “Let’s rip their bodies up and send it to Thailand as our apology.”
18. “I really want to stab them deep in the chest.”
19. “If they’re really sorry, they shouldn’t show it by shaving their heads but by shaving their brains with a chain saw.”
==
THIS IS REALITY. THIS IS WHAT BLOCK B IS FACING. THIS IS WHAT THEY’RE READING EVERY SECOND OF THEIR DAY. International fans, please show Korea that you do not condone this. Even after P.O.’s been hospitalized, the media is STILL saying that BNS and BBCs are making this entire thing up and that international fans CARE for the downfall of Block B.
SOURCE: DAUM CAFE 

I can't believe that we're living in the same world!

How can Korean be so mean to others in their race? Block B is full Korean and what I'm saying is, shouldn't they protect Block B from Thailand K-Pop fans who are mad? I mean, even Thailand people is not this mean! They didn't tell Block B to jump off building and such things. Because this angered Khun and 2PM, it makes hottests angered too and more angered than Thai people themselves. Wow! Reality is cruel, isn't it?

Zico shaving his head is not enough when Khun didn't even shave his head. And even P.O go schizophrenia is still not enough. Okay Block B, I'll score you all tickets to Indonesia. We love you, some of us who didn't know you before put sympathize on you and slowly turning into BBC.

Me thinking like, is this JYP tactic to shove BNS outta stage by finding the interview video and making Khun, Junho and Chansung twote like that? JYP sure knows that BNS has Zico as the super talented song writer, does it makes him scared of being less popular? Uhm.... who knows? People have their way and this is my way of thinking.

Oh man, people should think twice before raging their way to have their foot steps on K-Pop stage. No wonder percentage of Korean artists who suicide is so up the sky, one word angered Netizens equals third world war! Okay, k-netizens should go get a life. Artists are not God.

I hope Block B will be forgiven as soon as possible and learn from their mistake.

Amen.

P.S: This post has nothing to do with my other blog posts.

Translations credit: http://btypelife.tumblr.com/post/18190524370/now-that-p-o-s-been-hospitalized-korea-is-saying

Ciao,

Bern

Grandpa & Lightning

HAPPY 86th BIRTHDAY, GRANDPA~!

Yea~! Today is my grandpa's 86th birthday! :D something great to celebrate!

We, big family, celebrated it at Central Park. Oh dang, I forgot to ask my uncle to send birthday party photos to me :( because my grandpa can't eat seafood and my grandma is someone who is real picky................ we decided to eat at rice bowl....... -_- somehow. Quite good to be honest, just, not really suits to be picked as a place to celebrate birthday :/ I don't know lah.

Oh before we celebrate it because our family is big and consists of 14 people, not completed yet because 2 aunties and 1 uncle and my sister can't come, we have to book for tables. While the parents booking, I tried my best to spend more money. CRIEEEESSSSSSS. I bought like, 4 nail polishes. Uhm no actually. I bought 1 nail polish and I begged mama to slide her card to buy me 3 more nail polishes which she agreed. All happened because my aunt gave me discount voucher and I decided to use it this day! Heh, of course! The discount was like Rp 50.000 for minimum purchases Rp 100.000, man it's like half of the real price! Me: I'm so going to use it!

I bought 1 top coat, 1 base coat, 1 avocado color and 1 brown :D I like avocado color and the brown because somehow I can feel like I'm the mother of nature :D *what are you talking about, bish?*

Face Shop: Ah~ I'm different :'(

Talking about me buying my sister birthday present which was a cool effect nail polish, I've applied it on my nails :D and it turned out ermmm good? :D I think it's good. I like the thumbnail.

Oh! I wrote about me and my team mates going to Papaya? :D I now have the draft and will paste it here :P

Today me and Kak Fisi half finished our task, which was not really our task, to hunting for venue for the event that I won’t even spoil here :P she slept over in my house because yesterday was already too night and we thought it will be efficient if one of us slept over and it decided to be her to sleep over in mine because I forgot to take my contact lens case with me.
Yesterday was so gooooood :) we, the team, had a meeting which I think it was not a meaningful meeting, but after meeting we went to Blok M to go buy banana milk LOL. Our team consists of more than four but the rest said they can’t go since it’s already late. We only had 2 motorcycles and of course 2 helmets, so I and Kak Fisi (again) didn’t wear helmet. We passed the police’s motorcycle without getting caught, lucky. But being a good girl, Risma dropped Kak Fisi when she saw a police motorcycle in front of us while me and Mel just whoosh-ed :P so…. Kak Fisi had to walk quite far to reach the crossing bridge (what so ever, I’ve never used this word before) and to reach us too, sorry Kakak >_< 

In our way to Papaya (the store which sells banana milk), we lost. Not because we forgot the way, but we faced one way street yesterday and didn’t know where the U-Turn. Argh, sorry Mel I didn’t pay for the gas. And so blahblahblah, we reached Papaya only after the sky turned dark. We went to Papaya for banana milk but such a thing to disappoint us, the banana milk stock was 0. They three didn’t buy anything but me being the always-buy-something, I bought Chilsung Cider. Tastes quite same like sprite but less sweet, me gusta! *O* Then Mel said that in the second floor was Daiso, Japanese shop where you can buy anything for Rp 22.000. I ain’t going to say it’s cheap because (would you pass your 22k to cashier just for 3 3-of-5-stars-rate rubbers?) I was going to buy their transparent umbrella, re-think about it, I didn’t really need it and again it wasn’t really transparent. After Papaya and Daiso done, Mel insisted to step her foot on New Seoul and Kamome, then we did too. In New Seoul, Risma and I bought tteok to cook tteokpokki. Risma didn’t only bought tteok and I didn’t only bought tteok too. I bought radish kimchi and red bean tteok plus pop mie to fill my empty stomach since my last meal was breakfast. When we were going to go home, there came rain. Not only rain, it was a heavy rain with thunder in additional. That scared us. We had to wait in New Seoul. Realizing we can’t wait without buying things to eat at the place, we went to the restaurant in New Seoul. But too bad, the ahjumma was already gone home. So yeah, me and Mel bought pop mie and ate it there.

Right at 7 o'clock we were going to go home separated ways. When we're going to go home, the rain was even heavier and +++ thunder :/ me and Kak Fisi almost got struck by lightning, Mel and Risma were already gone home. So yeah, we canceled our plan to go home by bus and changed it to taxi and went to my house. Ah, curse you rain, such a big expense oTL. AH! I HAVEN'T PAID KAK FISI BACK!!!

Ciao,

Bern

Happy Valentine!

Aloooo~!

oTL stack of queuing posts are waiting to be edited and posted *sigh* and unfortunately I left my netbook in my room now I don't have it with me :^( uhm when I have it with me, I will post about my day to Korean market and the day I went through 3 polices ;P you have no idea.....


So now, I would just post about my valentine day.... the day of nothingness >_< Why the day of nothingness?  Because I have no boyfriend to celebrate with, duh! I'd prefer to say it chocolate day ;D hallelujah I got chocolates when I expect none.


People (err... including me) got mistaken valentine day as the day to share love with your boyfriend/girlfriend/wife/husband only. When the real valentine day means to share love for everyone, yes everyone. So about celebrating valentine day with lover, I don't, but I do celebrate it with everyone :D


While I'm reading about traditions in valentine day, I caught something weird

Islamic officials in Malaysia warned Muslims against celebrating Valentine's Day, linking it with vice activities. Deputy Prime Minister Muhyiddin Yassin said the celebration of romantic love was "not suitable" for Muslims. Wan Mohamad Sheikh Abdul Aziz, head of the Malaysian Islamic Development Department (Jakim), which oversees the country's Islamic policies said a fatwa (ruling) issued by the country's top clerics in 2005 noted the day 'is associated with elements of Christianity,' and 'we just cannot get involved with other religion's worshipping rituals.' Jakim officials planned to carry out a nationwide campaign called "Awas Jerat Valentine's Day" ("Mind the Valentine's Day Trap"), aimed at preventing Muslims from celebrating the day on 14 February 2011. Activities include conducting raids in hotels to stop young couples from having unlawful sex and distributing leaflets to Muslim university students warning them against the day.
On Valentine's Day 2011, Malaysian religious authorities arrested more than 100 Muslim couples concerning the celebration ban. Some of them would be charged in the Shariah Court for defying the department's ban against the celebration of Valentine's Day.

Seriously? 'O'a
Uhm, I think no one takes it seriously *nods* wait, there is! The rule maker himself.... or not even himself? Okay whatever~

In South Korea, similar to Japan, women give chocolate to men on February 14, and men give non-chocolate candy to women on March 14 (White Day). On April 14 (Black Day), those who did not receive anything on the 14th of Feb or March go to a Korean restaurant to eat black noodles (자장면 jajangmyeon) and "mourn" their single life. Koreans also celebrate Pepero Day on November 11, when young couples give each other Pepero cookies. The date '11/11' is intended to resemble the long shape of the cookie. The 14th of every month marks a love-related day in Korea, although most of them are obscure. From January to December: Candle Day, Valentine's Day, White Day, Black Day, Rose Day, Kiss Day, Silver Day, Green Day, Music Day, Wine Day, Movie Day, and Hug Day. Korean women give a much higher amount of chocolate than Japanese women.

I've been adopting this culture since 2009 :D eating black noodles, but I don't mourn, okaaayyy.

Black Noodles *drools*

Show time! :D These are what I got for valentine day what my friend was going to give me for valentine day :D not all of them are going to be in my stomach, sadly.

You see my name on a bottle? BERNique :P

Can't be put in a bag, she put all of them in a huge cartoon

I haven't tried this, but I think this is yummy o_o

I like this the best! Such a delicated taste!

This is what I got for my sister birthday.... actually 2 birthdays. Birthday present for 2010 and 2011 birthday, just say, I haven't bought her anything for 2 years and summed it up into 1 present. Worth for Rp 180.000 ($20) but thanks to discount I have it in my palm for Rp 140.000 ($15.57)  Ah, I think I'd just emptied my weekly allowance.

My friend treated me (and 1 other friend) this hot ramen for helping her last semester :D so hot hot hot but yummy~! Level 4 hotness gokana teppan ramen! :D

Kak Fisi gave me this :D still haven't tried it..... haaa. Her friend bought like 10 of this in Korea then she gave one to me, thanks kakak!

My sister made this for valentine day, like 9 of this? She gave this to her boyfriend, mama, papa, me, herself, brother, grandma, oma, and 1 I forget. Taste good :D just like what I expected. Not so sweet, but chewy and thick taste. To shorten it, YUMMY. But I don't think she will think the same, she likes sweet so much! And this cupcake have level 2 of sweetness.

I drew this while waiting for my food to be served :/

Trisna hugging my doll bag :O

Last but not least~! :D

See my fake signature?

oTL I'm not even artist but I have fake signature :P I use it to sign random thing, like absent and post?

Ciao,

Bern

Last day of holiday

A~lo!

Today is the last day of my holiday... lemme cry. No, no, weekend doesn't counted as holiday.

As the last day of holiday I should be enjoying this day fully, but to burst my bubble of happiness here comes my mom ordered me to do some chores UGH I hate doing chores, yet she told me to drink a cup of grated curcuma which tasted like ............ I can't describe it. Thank God my taste buds were still sleeping so I can't even taste how eww was that.

grated curcuma...........

How I wished that grated curcuma would look like this, at least it will please my vision

looks like strawberry yoghurt, right?

After I gulped that, I went into my room just to find my sister already dominating my laptop

I do really want to go to this concert and see BEAST but...... ticket price is so so so expensive!

DIAMOND	Rp. 1.750.000
GOLD	Rp. 1.250.000
SILVER	Rp. 700.000
BRONZE	Rp. 500.000
FESTIVAL	Rp. 850.000

The seating arrangement

more info : marygops

I want to continue writing but OH LOOK AT THE TIME!!!!!!! *panicked* I should get going and whoosh to Jakarta! Bye for now!

Ciao,

Bern

Shopping.... spree? Not.

Hello party people~!

LOL, I'm trying to greet people with a new greeting instead of Alo~! But I guessed it failed. I took that greeting from a song.

I'm making a rundown for an event while writing this and editing photos ........... makes my eyes turn @_@

In these last days of my super short holiday I shopped a lot with this friend of mine, Jean. Lotta things, I think I've just emptied my monthly allowance.... I wonder how am I supposed to life this month without begging for my mother's mercy to reimburse all those expenses I've made. Oh wait, I'll just ask my friends to pay their debt! $___$ *cash registry machine open* Cha Ching! 

This is like what people called 'Lulur Banci Thailand' and was booming on net

About lulur banci thailand, they say it can smoothen and whiten your skin. Smoothen is yes, I agree because it's really fast work! But whitening, I can't really say. Let's say, it didn't work on me. When I complained about this to my friend she said I can't be more white or else I'll be transparent. Eiiiy, I'm not a jellyfish.

This is collagen eye zone mask, to reduce my panda eyes.... errr

Remember what I've wrote about panda eyes? I should repair it..... no, more like I HAVE TO.

This is makarizo hair advisor to repair your wrecked hair

 Which I agree! it really does repair my hair! Bye bye wrecked hair!

You know what is this, right? Just in case you don't, this is blue lens! 

This might be damage your vision so I had to hide it

I......... think........ I looked like someone in Hell Boy 2  who was a fish -_-a

Oh and I tried to apply eyeliner on my eyes and somehow I think I succeed on doing that  no? Ugh..... and I think I succeed on drawing my eyebrows line for the first time trying. I had to draw it because my eyebrows line were so thin and short

I just added 50 years to my real age by putting on eyeliner and drawing eyebrows line 

My wallet! No, more like my brother's wallet which I took from my brother. He didn't really need it because he already had stack of wallet and I didn't . My girly long wallet got stolen by a fucking pickpocket, and I didn't have time to buy a new one so here is my current wallet. My brother got this from my aunt from her shopping spree in Bangkok, yet he neglected this for a red Manchester United wallet.

Uhm, my photo

it's my boyfriend *O* /hopeful eyes/ oTL

I leeched my mom shopping time for this  I took like 3 little notes like this but different cartoon character

This is so useful, you can rip one to write a note!

    

Here comes my curiosity. People said I look like Aelke Mariska which I think not. Not even a bit.

No, right?

Ciao,

Bern